June the 27th, 2004 11:32pm
  I've got pictures to update with...  
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"Fucking Random"   
June the 27th, 2004 08:24am
  Ok, so, I went to the Pride Parade in Houston to volunteer as their medic. I showed up, and turns out they had asked Pride EMS to work the parade. Ethan showed up and sorta disappeared upon seeing that he wouldn't be able to work as a medic, and I didn't see him again b/c of various projects I was given.

I ended up *literally* leading the parade.

How these things happen, I do not know.

I saw: Matt Kelling, Thor Pederson, Justin (of Bryan, Jeremy, Justin, & sons), Ethan, Rasshole, Sue & Daryl, and a million other people I hadn't seen in forever.

Also, I stayed up until 8am talking to a girl, of all people. Obviously, this means I did not snare he-who-shall-not-be-named, but not because I chatted with new friend. I didn't snare he-who-shall-not, because I was too busy doing volunteer stuff, and he met someone that he brought back to the after party at his house. Not my idea of fun, so I didn't attend.

But the boys from Pride Committee drooled after me evidently, so that's refreshing.

I simply *must* do this again next year.
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"Well then."   
June the 2nd, 2004 03:02pm

Cause I sure don't.
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"The Separation."   
May the 20th, 2004 01:27am
  The past couple weeks have been the most most lonely, upsetting couple weeks I've had in quite a long time.

But they've also been the most refreshing, relaxing, relieved couple weeks I've had in quite a long time.

Tori Amos & John Mayer sure do wonders.
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"Hello World."   
May the 20th, 2004 12:44am
mood: crazy
The low-downCollapse )
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"Heaven Can Wait"   
February the 11th, 2004 11:56am
mood: queer
Quite interesting.... I wish they'd show this ad in Houston. It might save me some work on Sundays.

Media Player File : Commercial - "Heaven Can Wait"

If you don't have Windows Media Player, you can download it here.

Good Day.
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"A little bit of cow can make the world go round."   
January the 30th, 2004 06:34pm
  Make sure your speakers are on. This *is* worksafe, it's just sound-driven....

And now for something fun.

Stolen from mermaidangst a million years ago.
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January the 30th, 2004 06:18pm
  Okay, before anyone makes a smart-ass remark: No, I am not a firefighter. However<, I am an EMT, and I do respond to almost every fire call we get. So I'm there. And sometimes, every once in a while, I *do* have to go in and help get someone. Either way, the gist is pretty universal. For anyone who never understood why I get in the moods I get in when I leave work. Even when it's just the transport service:Collapse )  
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"Bite me."   
January the 30th, 2004 04:41pm
  EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS = Favorite Spice + Last Foreign Vacation Spot:
Rosemary Caracas

SOCIALITE ALIAS = Silliest Childhood Nickname + Town Where You First Partied:
J.J. Houston

"FLY GIRL" ALIAS (a la J. Lo) = First Initial + First Two or Three Letters of Your Last Name:
J. Kiz

ROCK STAR ALIAS = Any Liquid on the Bar + Last Name of Bad-Ass Celeb:
Kamikaze Jackson

DIVA ALIAS = Something Sweet Within Sight + Any Liquid in Kitchen:
Cookie Shout

GIRL DETECTIVE ALIAS = Favorite Baby Animal + Where You Last Went To School:
Kitty Luehr

BARFLY ALIAS = Last Snack Food You Ate + Your Favorite Drink:
Cheese Kamikaze

SOAP OPERA ALIAS = Middle Name + Street Where You First Lived:
Thomas Buoy

For extra credit: PORN STAR ALIAS = Name of first childhood pet + last name of kindergarten teacher:
Beau Day

or PORN STAR ALIAS = Name of first childhood pet + Street Where You First Lived:
Beau Buoy
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January the 22nd, 2004 02:57pm
mood: amused
Things of Mention:

The word of the day at the office is: asshat

My dream is coming true; Ikea is building a store three times the previous one RIGHT NEXT DOOR.

I have an office with a window today as they're ripping my normal office into little tiny drywall pieces. I wanted to cry.

The word of the day is: asshat

I got a ticket two days ago for taking a right turn on a yellow light. Last I checked, it was legal to take a right at a red light, so I dunno why it was ticket-worthy. I plan on fighting this in court as the officer wasn't even facing the light to begin with, and couldn't have known whether the light was purple let alone red/yellow.

Work is starting to liquefy my brains, and I'm tempted to save myself the pain & suffering and stick a vacuum in my ear.

The word is: asshat

B and I went to lunch @ La Hacienda and had semi-decent Mexican-food.

I've switched to Camel Ultra-Lights in the never-ending war to quit smoking.


On Friday I'm swallowing all my hatred for Numbers and taking Sammy there for her birthday. Why she couldn't just go to 1415 instead, I'll never know. Personally, I think she enjoys torturing me more than actually going to the club. My only consolation is that I might run into Rasshole and get to hit him with my car.

He was wearing all black, and I didn't even see him officer!
Oh, that!
Well, you see, I wasn't sure what had happened so I put my car in reverse and went back to see if I had hit someone, and by golly, I ran over him again!
And then I put my car in drive so I could go look for an ambulance to help him, and I'll be damned if I didn't hit him again!
Why yes officer, I *am* an EMT, why do you ask?

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"Update on the subject"   
January the 22nd, 2004 11:23am

SimilarMinds Compatibility Results
sleeplesslylost ||||||||| 92% |||||||| 81%
diggerdelt |||||||| 80% ||||||||| 87%
echoicrossroads ||||||||| 86% |||||||| 78%
fishbowlsoul ||||||| 71% |||||||| 85%
tokengayguy ||||||| 75% |||||||| 76%
cowslayer |||||||| 84% ||||||| 68%
jag911 ||||||| 69% |||||||| 80%
mermaidangst |||||| 59% ||||||| 74%
similar complementary  
How compatible are you and your friends?
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"So many 21st birthdays this week......."   
January the 22nd, 2004 09:53am

Without further Ado...

Happy 21st B-Day to pharm1215!!!

I'll drink a drink in your name on Friday when I go out!

Welcome to the world of old people.
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"How bout some of that t_ _ _t we talked about?"   
January the 21st, 2004 10:43pm
  It'd be nice if
the person who
should trust me the most
would stop reading my email
like I was some sort of convict
who needed his communications
with the outside world
just in case he's doing something bad.

And it would be great
if after reading my emails
he wouldn't
jump to conclusions
and try to interpret
my personal thoughts
as I bestow them
upon other people.

that have no need
for explanation
when they reach
their intended
but which just might
have a different meaning
than the face value
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January the 21st, 2004 09:59pm

SimilarMinds Compatibility Results
sleeplesslylost ||||||||| 92% |||||||| 81%
cowslayer |||||||| 84% ||||||| 68%
tokengayguy ||||||| 75% |||||||| 76%
jag911 ||||||| 69% |||||||| 80%
similar complementary  
How compatible are you and your friends?
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"The Great and Secret Let Down"   
January the 15th, 2004 10:17pm
  Lj is being a whore monkey.

'nuff said.
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"Equal Employment Opportunity  
January the 7th, 2004 01:30pm
  Read this only if you want to read a bunch of legal jargon about ConocoPhillips' hiring policiesCollapse )

My summary: They DO have a clause that prohibits discrimination against sexual orientation. The LIST appears to have been misinformed. I pulled this straight out of the HR groups private network.
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"104.1 KRBE - Psycho Robby's "Cool Feelings" Entry #2"   
January the 5th, 2004 03:35am
mood: Homosexual
You know what's a cool feeling?

Having the head ER nurse ask you if you suffer from narco-sleepy because you fell asleep standing in the hallway of the ER, hand poised to hit the electric door switch.

You know what's worse?

Realizing you'd been there for a good 15 minutes, and both of your ambulance partners are nowhere to be seen.


They were outside smoking, and hadn't even noticed yet, so it was all okay, but that nurse *really* gave me a weird look.

This is *not* particularly healthy. Brandon almost had to bathe me last night because I didn't even have the energy to move. I'm just waiting for the sleep deprivation based hallucinations to start...
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"104.1 KRBE - Psycho Robby's "Cool Feelings" Entry #1"   
January the 4th, 2004 07:04am
  You know what's a cool feeling?

Driving all the way to Katy, Tx at 5AM, because you thought you were the Incharge Medic on the ambulance that day, and realizing upon arrival that you were so exhausted when you filled out your schedule request, that you filled everything out with PM instead of AM.

Working 70 hours a week can BITE MY ASS.

< / juvenile ranting >
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December the 30th, 2003 12:52am
mood: weird
I just found out Mathew Seth died on Christmas. I'm not sure exactly what emotions are running through me right now.

I went online to gay.com, and after searching through all the message boards and such to find any information (someone had seen something there), but I finally had to resort to chat rooms.

The only responses I got to my heartfelt query were, "Do you like big hairy tops?", "33gwm in TX w/7in cck, wanna cyber?", and "Which Fire Department do you work for?"

I'm a tad pissed at the so-called "gay-community" at the moment.

And I'm also angry at Mathew Seth, though I'm not sure why.

I'll have to delve into this later.
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December the 20th, 2003 11:35pm

Quick update.

Lj isn't sending me email notifications of responses to my comments... SO if you've responded to a comment of mine since...wednesday-ish, lemme know....
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"Here we go."   
December the 19th, 2003 04:40pm
mood: busy
Ok, here's the deal, Camille.

EVERYONE WHO WOULD LIKE A CHRISTMAS CARD, PLEASE SEND ME YOUR ADDRESS AND NAME ASAFP (as soon as fucking possible). You can email it to me at Rezik4@aol.com... If everyone fails to see this post in time, I may simply start emailing people and telling them to give me their addy.

I forgot to make an entry for this, as B already did, and it just hit me that we don't have the same friends on lj... oops. We'll be sending them out Saturday and Monday, so they may reach you a day or two late. However, being P.C., it *is* still the holiday season until New Years. So ha. (If only I could use that excuse to buy presents after christmas...)


B and I finally got our much anticipated pictures back from the studio, and we look mighty fine and foxy if I do say so me-self. And I do. Pics will most likely be posted *after* the crazy holiday schedule is over, as well as some random pics from my station banquet.


Good Feeling: Getting a Pretty Card and Fab CDs in the mail.

Bad Feeling: Realizing the stamps you promised the sender to help further the cause you support are *still* in your backpack.


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"Why oh why must I cave for these?"   
December the 17th, 2003 12:59pm
My LiveJournal 12 Days
My True Love gave to me...
12 butterickcoles a-chewing.
11 diggerdelts a-milking.
10 interstategeeks a-squeezing.
9 jag911s a-writing.
8 littlesisdeaths a-massaging.
7 mermaidangsts a-hopping.
6 mexitalianboys a-skipping.
5 blue pharm1215s.
4 hollering rhexys.
3 Puerto Rican shinymacshines.
2 kitten tokengayguys.
And a zombienought in a banana tree.
Get gifts! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.
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"My dear..."   
December the 17th, 2003 10:40am
mood: silly

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"Love me."   
December the 12th, 2003 04:27pm
  pharm1215, I hope you love me a lot... here, take it!!!

My Little Diva

P.S. I'm sending the stamps tomorrow...
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"In the event of a fire, the exits are here, here, and....ok, so there *are* no exits."   
November the 21st, 2003 03:32pm
mood: Indescribably angry
Ok. I think I've officially finished catching up. It seems I've missed quite a few big happenings, not many of which were happy.

I really have the need to post about some things that have been a-happening* a-round* a-here*. However, time is of the effervescence*, and I'll make a long story small*.

Brandon hung out at Westlake.
Some asshole decided to tell everyone he walked in on us three times.

    Once, fucking in the bunk room.
    Once, necking in the bay area.
    And once making out in the watch office.

Needless to say, none of these things actually happened.
As you can imagine, much *UN* hilarity ensued. I was written up for sleeping two-to-a-bunk, threatened with suspension/termination, threatened with lawyers, and I've become a social pariah, as everyone is afraid to be seen as a sympathizer. It's a goddamn volunteer fire department for godsake. It's spiraling worse and worse, and the chief refuses to do anything about it.

The mood this puts me in is beyond all description, & I'm not doing too fantastic of a job dealing with much else right now.

Because of all this,In spite of all this, Brandon & I are going to the banquet dressed to the nines and we are going to enjoy ourselves even if it kills us I have to crack a few skulls. I really will.

*All incorrect wording was porpoise-ful.

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"Tales of a Librarian"   
November the 21st, 2003 11:06am
mood: exalted
I suppose I simply must take the time to post this, being the die-hard fan that I am. What? You don't like Tori? I suggest you learn to. This time folks, let's actually *buy* the cd. Or use itunes. Course, *I* don't have a mac, although I secretly want one, so *I* won't be using itunes.

Just be glad I'm not posting the link to the Clay Aiken music video for "Invisible."

Maybe if you beg me, I still will.
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"What a let-down."   
November the 19th, 2003 08:58pm
  Ok, short, sweet, and to the point.

I have so very little time right now.
I'm speeding through my friendslist tonight, and making an effort to comment, but just because I didn't comment, doesn't mean I didn't read.

So everybody, please know that I AM READING.

Sorry for the cop-out of an update...
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November the 9th, 2003 05:06pm
mood: happy
Oh yeah,


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"Everyone should ignore me today."   
November the 3rd, 2003 03:33pm
mood: confused
It would be nice if the things on my filters would stay that way.Collapse )
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"Here we go a wasseling."   
November the 3rd, 2003 02:15pm
mood: annoyed
I've been whoring around lj looking for new icons. I found a few, but I've completely screwed up and forgotten the communities & users I snagged them from.

I'm looking to try and find them....


Okay, I've found them. I evidently stole some from Deadjournal and Blurty as well, but I don't feel the need to search through all that history. I'm only concerned about stealing from fellow lj-ers. The Lj users, post links, and pictures snagged are as follows:

stormwind in his entry HERE, I snatched #2.

drummeress in her entry HERE, I snagged 17, 19, 21, 25.

Please note, both were from the community gay_icons. Please visit accordingly.
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November the 3rd, 2003 01:48pm
mood: blah
I'm just a trendy little bitch, now aren't I.

I'm trying to get all my Livejournal friends' locations plotted on a map - please add your location starting with this form.
(Then get your friends to!)
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"This old house."   
October the 24th, 2003 04:33pm
mood: hurried
Ok. I'm sorry.

I haven't updated in a million years. And this post won't be long and descriptive.

Things of mention:Collapse )
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"Books, books, everywhere books!"   
October the 15th, 2003 08:57am
mood: ecstatic
Oh my god! I missed this sale last time! Mom sent me the following email to remind me. I always come home with 2 or 3 big brown paper grocery sacks full of books from this place. Yes, I'm a dork.

Not really important if you don't live in HoustonCollapse )
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"And now this commercial break..."   
October the 5th, 2003 11:28am
mood: cheerful
No time to stop, no time to play, I guess that I'll just say:

To dearest wonderful Josh, Happy Twentieth Birthday!

(And I hope you get to see "his" Easter Basket!)
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"Musing on wandering eyes."   
October the 3rd, 2003 03:12pm
mood: whatever

Am I right?

Well apparently, Miss Pretty has that specific entry locked, so, the important point was the following comment:

The stuff.Collapse )
But it's about trust too.


Besides, if I was unhappy with who I was with, I wouldn't be with them.

I don't Settle.
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